De-toxing

Detoxing for a month has been great.....no alcohol, no caffeine, no sugar......everyone should try this once a year, alot calmer.........xoxo

I can't believe the year is almost over, it's crazy MADNESS.....but in a good way, now all I need is to put a little more back on me, hahaha.......who knows??

Next Stop, Happiness is the #1 show in all of taiwan......WHOOT WHOOT, so proud of him......so proud :0)

Dumbass.....

All I can say is some men are just fucking DUMBASSES!!!!!

"remember"

Where where you on 09-11-2001.....I was 3 months pregnant and horrified at the lives lost...the lives given to save...and the lives forever changed....I will never forget.....remember for them and our children.....you never know when god chooses to take you...so be loved, say love, know love......and live love-

God Bless America

Happy August.......

So august is one of my most favorite months...because 3 of my best girlfriends birthdays and my brother VanNess....all fall under the Leo/Virgo sign.....strenghth....pride....OCD...hahaha

Well....my baby girl is on her own vacation in taiwan with her uncles and gan-dei and having fun, adventure, love.....lucky girl-

I feel like a race horse shooting through the gates in a race...thats how I feel this month ....its good, work....work...work....but its okay...excercising more and going to start a 3 week cleanse soon.....CLEAN..by Alejandro Junger....thanks Vicky for ordering the book....xoxo

Can I get anymore random right now......I'm beat, Good Night....ZZZzzz

Whatºs it all about...

Where has my motivation gone.....this year is stressful on all levels, each time I go my way....Iºve got to fill the gaps of another and its just so damn tiring...what are you trying to teach me....Iºve never felt so much anxiety and stress as Iºve felt this year.........thank god its july and the weather is hot so I can go to the beach and not think at all!!!

Last year was super hectic but fun, the year before was events and the beginning of knowing someone whom Iºve fallen in love with.....this year is just STRESS.....okay so Iºm fucking venting.......venting......venting.....I know Iºm not suppose to suppress it but at times, thats all I can do before I explode and then what......I just want to cry-

I must REDIRECT....FOCUS!!!!

Summer time....

I'm excited for summer....beach, BBQ, chillen......if I don't work myself to death, hahaha

Lately just working on re-designing my website, been so busy that I let it go a bit...so hopefully by june :)

Thinking about more ink on me....random junky thoughts in my head that seem to always come together in the end....had a heartbreak and a revelation all in one, sometimes what we think we want and what we really want is different, huh????

Super excited for my brothers first EP single in JAPAN......xoxo

I read an article on "Forgiveness".....and it made me cry, for as much as I want to....I'm still not their when I think about certain memories.....the cuts inside are just too deep, the damage has been done..as adults we learn to cope, mask it, and somewhat move on.....but its not real....forgiveness is love and love is freedom.....gives me HOPE-


Peace-Love-Sparkleberry Bear...........xoxo

OH me.....OH my.....

Super Duper happy......Iºm expecting TWINS!!!!! A boy and A girl.....now should I tell Yºall.....Happy April Foolºs Day, hahahaha..04/01/2009

xoxo.......SMACK...SLURP....WET KISSES......xoxo

tick...tick...tick...

Iºm so bored with life right now......everything Iºm doing is because I have to....but do I want to. Iºve always been about my gut instincts so I know this is only temporary......I donºt sit on my ass waiting......CHARGE!!!!

Silly me.....www.maisassygirlaroundtheworld......love your blog and I miss you LOTSs....hopefully Iºll be in tokyo sometime this year again....xoxo

Ask...believe...just be-

reflecting......

I was really sad when my aunt past last year from cancer.....my worst fear isn't dying, failing, but losing the ones I love.....my heart would not recover....so when my mom started not feeling well and dreaming of my aunt...it was a sign to get her checked out....my aunt is a guardian angel....my mom has pre-cancer cells and will be undergoing surgery to remove it in a few weeks........we have a love/hate relationship but at the end of the day...she's my mom and she just wants me to be happy and I just want her to be happy......I couldn't imagine not having my loved ones with me in this lifetime...for the ups and downs....the laughter and heartbreaks. All my old friends love my family, we are the wackiest....blended....emotional....strongest unit....blessed by GOD but most importantly....my MOM!!! The love in her heart is endless.....

Another year......

Well......january flew right by and it was definitely a family affair, with events, prayers, and chinese freakin new years, hahahaha...........happy "OX" year....2009 !!! I've decided to work a little less in the family business, spend more time w/my baby girl, and take more makeup jobs, which I was totally happy to do the phototshoot for MODERN BLEND DENIM....which is launching in bloomingdales and SAKS....hmm, these jeans make my butt look NICE.....reading alot lately and wanting more "ME" time....last year was exhausting :)