Where has my motivation gone.....this year is stressful on all levels, each time I go my way....Iºve got to fill the gaps of another and its just so damn tiring...what are you trying to teach me....Iºve never felt so much anxiety and stress as Iºve felt this year.........thank god its july and the weather is hot so I can go to the beach and not think at all!!!
Last year was super hectic but fun, the year before was events and the beginning of knowing someone whom Iºve fallen in love with.....this year is just STRESS.....okay so Iºm fucking venting.......venting......venting.....I know Iºm not suppose to suppress it but at times, thats all I can do before I explode and then what......I just want to cry-
I must REDIRECT....FOCUS!!!!
