Goodbye Grandma.......

Today I lost an amazing person that has been in my life since the day I was born.....her love was always unwavering, kind, fair, and tough at times but it came from a place that was wanting the very best for me.

My grandmother lost her battle w/cancer today, so now she is with god....where I will see her again and hear that wonderful laughter of hers....that cackling...hee-hee-hee laughter, when she and I were gossiping about things that are just so silly....I will forever miss her and the way she'd tell you how much she loved you just by looking at you with those eyes.....the last time she trully looked at me was when I did her makeup for her 80th birthday, she was SO HAPPY.....SO HAPPY.....

Only my grandma could ROCK the hot pink and red lipstick all day any day and look SMASHING.......I will always be better because of you, I thank u, I thank god for blessing me w/you....she is...was...and always will be AMAZING!!!!!

R.I.P.

chia-

Where has the time gone.......

Lately my life has been a swirl of work, events, work, events, and more work......WOW!!! Time sure flys...more and more I'm pulling away from certain ideas of love.....

I don't know anymore yet I know a person w/conviction is extremely SEXY......cuz I know what I want, do you??? I'm calmer and at times still very much CRAZY...

Its been a year filled w/friends getting married, babies, and random shit popping up....it doesn't seem to be slowing down anytime soon.....guess its the season......praying all the time for my grandmother...my loved one...my family...my sanity.......but mostly my heart.

Guess its just my next phase in life.......so I'm gonna go for it-