busy...busy...life is beautiful

shit....time is just flying, gotta be in LA by 10am tomorrow for another meeting...need to pick up my dress for saturday...gotta hit up T.H.S. event on thursday....order desserts for my best friends party for 100 people....and pack for PARIS.....no time!!!

I can't wait for this year to be OVER.....looking forward to yummy food, hitting the hot spots, shopping, spending time w/family, friends, and fashion week in Paris.....a couple of weeks will do my soul some good....gotta keep loving, laughing, and living.....life is short, so don't waste it trying to make everything perfect.....always choose ACTION over WORDS.

I still love writing...writing in my notebooks...connecting deeply with my thoughts...

...."thats the sound of sunshine coming down".....listening to Michael Franti and the Spearheads new album, love it :)

LIES....and more LIES

In the past few weeks....lies, truths, lies....tangled together, trying to grasp why it had to come to this when all he had to do was be HONEST.....have a backbone and tell the truth.....however you hide it, the truth will always find a way out......aren't you tired of LYING???  Instead.....YOU CHOSE TO LIE TO ME AGAIN AFTER YOU WERE ALREADY CAUGHT...so pathetic...so sad...one word "COWARD"!!!

How do you trust him w/your fragile heart.....when he said and did all those things with you and then another.....WTF!?!?!

Ugliness is what I see....Disgust is how I feel....Integrity was never there....no need to point the finger anymore....you are nothing to me and never will be....this is not LOVE.

You were just a footnote in the work of art that is my life, you never deserved me..........good bye-