Tinkerbell

OH me....OH my.....it sure has been a very eventful year for me.....2009 is just around the corner and I can't wait....for new adventures...new opportunities...and getting older, I know..I know..older??? HAHAHAHA

At a stand still in life sometimes......I look back to what I was...who i want to be and ponder am I happy w/me now, so vague yet so simple....what I was then ( a head strong...fearless....crazy girl ) kinda miss that sometimes but it was very unhealthy, just a phase we all have to go through to find out what we're really made of...what I want to be ( successful....not just the finance part but...actually as a human being ) stupid...maybe but I still believe in humanity....and the NOW....at a crossroad in my life...at times I feel I don't know if I can do motherhood...career...all rolled into one big pile of CHAOS.......its the conflict from within....am I giving her all that she needs...her meaning my baby girl-

NaNa and I had our annual X-Mas photoshoot...........she is the superstar of my life!!!