reflecting......

I was really sad when my aunt past last year from cancer.....my worst fear isn't dying, failing, but losing the ones I love.....my heart would not recover....so when my mom started not feeling well and dreaming of my aunt...it was a sign to get her checked out....my aunt is a guardian angel....my mom has pre-cancer cells and will be undergoing surgery to remove it in a few weeks........we have a love/hate relationship but at the end of the day...she's my mom and she just wants me to be happy and I just want her to be happy......I couldn't imagine not having my loved ones with me in this lifetime...for the ups and downs....the laughter and heartbreaks. All my old friends love my family, we are the wackiest....blended....emotional....strongest unit....blessed by GOD but most importantly....my MOM!!! The love in her heart is endless.....