Summer time....

I'm excited for summer....beach, BBQ, chillen......if I don't work myself to death, hahaha

Lately just working on re-designing my website, been so busy that I let it go a bit...so hopefully by june :)

Thinking about more ink on me....random junky thoughts in my head that seem to always come together in the end....had a heartbreak and a revelation all in one, sometimes what we think we want and what we really want is different, huh????

Super excited for my brothers first EP single in JAPAN......xoxo

I read an article on "Forgiveness".....and it made me cry, for as much as I want to....I'm still not their when I think about certain memories.....the cuts inside are just too deep, the damage has been done..as adults we learn to cope, mask it, and somewhat move on.....but its not real....forgiveness is love and love is freedom.....gives me HOPE-


Peace-Love-Sparkleberry Bear...........xoxo

OH me.....OH my.....

Super Duper happy......Iºm expecting TWINS!!!!! A boy and A girl.....now should I tell Yºall.....Happy April Foolºs Day, hahahaha..04/01/2009

xoxo.......SMACK...SLURP....WET KISSES......xoxo

tick...tick...tick...

Iºm so bored with life right now......everything Iºm doing is because I have to....but do I want to. Iºve always been about my gut instincts so I know this is only temporary......I donºt sit on my ass waiting......CHARGE!!!!

Silly me.....www.maisassygirlaroundtheworld......love your blog and I miss you LOTSs....hopefully Iºll be in tokyo sometime this year again....xoxo

Ask...believe...just be-

reflecting......

I was really sad when my aunt past last year from cancer.....my worst fear isn't dying, failing, but losing the ones I love.....my heart would not recover....so when my mom started not feeling well and dreaming of my aunt...it was a sign to get her checked out....my aunt is a guardian angel....my mom has pre-cancer cells and will be undergoing surgery to remove it in a few weeks........we have a love/hate relationship but at the end of the day...she's my mom and she just wants me to be happy and I just want her to be happy......I couldn't imagine not having my loved ones with me in this lifetime...for the ups and downs....the laughter and heartbreaks. All my old friends love my family, we are the wackiest....blended....emotional....strongest unit....blessed by GOD but most importantly....my MOM!!! The love in her heart is endless.....

Another year......

Well......january flew right by and it was definitely a family affair, with events, prayers, and chinese freakin new years, hahahaha...........happy "OX" year....2009 !!! I've decided to work a little less in the family business, spend more time w/my baby girl, and take more makeup jobs, which I was totally happy to do the phototshoot for MODERN BLEND DENIM....which is launching in bloomingdales and SAKS....hmm, these jeans make my butt look NICE.....reading alot lately and wanting more "ME" time....last year was exhausting :)

Yeah Gloria!!

Okay so today was the clencher on "Get your face ON".......and Gloria Noto WON!!...hee-hee She's an awesome makeup artist and I love her......anyhoo, CONGRATS and thank goodness the freakin show is over......NOW WE CAN YOUTUBE IT......Oh and tell Y'ALL how we really felt.....hmmm :)

Tinkerbell

OH me....OH my.....it sure has been a very eventful year for me.....2009 is just around the corner and I can't wait....for new adventures...new opportunities...and getting older, I know..I know..older??? HAHAHAHA

At a stand still in life sometimes......I look back to what I was...who i want to be and ponder am I happy w/me now, so vague yet so simple....what I was then ( a head strong...fearless....crazy girl ) kinda miss that sometimes but it was very unhealthy, just a phase we all have to go through to find out what we're really made of...what I want to be ( successful....not just the finance part but...actually as a human being ) stupid...maybe but I still believe in humanity....and the NOW....at a crossroad in my life...at times I feel I don't know if I can do motherhood...career...all rolled into one big pile of CHAOS.......its the conflict from within....am I giving her all that she needs...her meaning my baby girl-

NaNa and I had our annual X-Mas photoshoot...........she is the superstar of my life!!!